It's almost April

Had a fun early morning.
I hate how the stereotypes of high school depicted in movies or media are true. I spoke with my mom about her high school experiences and compared them to mine, and we both agreed that you do have to put up with some bullshit before you get out, most of the BS being unnecessary. The drama, the drugs, the expierences are all real, but I'm trying to push against it.

*I just got interupted late post blogging by my mother reminding me to go to bed, so I will, and I will update and finish this blog when I can. I love my mom, hahaha

**UPDATE. I will not be continuing this blog. I've done enough ranting about Drama, that I am in fact adding to the never ending drama cycle.


This is the sign off.
AZ - The Come up.
"It's ferocious when broke niggas get focused.."

New Song.

Playing basketball is such a relief and release for me.
Someone hit me up, Let's chill tonight...

-My Final Thought/Conclusion/Resolution/Closure
You should try everything that has potential to be good in life at least once, because you never know what might happen.



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Me just being stupid on the Tables.

Uhm, yeah.

BITTERSWEET.

Everything happens for a reason.


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mhm.

dude, it's already thursday, I have not started any homework at all. I need to go on a cleaning frenzy. My arms are still sore (Never gave them a Period of resting time). I have basketball tonight. My mind is bothered by the fact that I won't have enough time.
I've been sticking to my goal of making at least 1 beat a day for this break.

flipinoman13: ok
flipinoman13: i might buy some bapes
flipinoman13: on flight club
^^^^
My 11 year old cousin says to me on AIM.
Oh Gosh.

I have resumed working out again, which is good, and my dad is happy about it. lmfao.



WAIT,
Oh yeah, there's something about you..

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(No video for today, Just listen to the new song I posted on my Jamz section of my blog.)

Mmmmmm.

On a natural high again, hahaha.


"Muah Baby, it's just like this, no need to fight it,
Invite it, try me out you just might like it."

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What a boss.

18 Dummmy/Faded up.

Just a shot of me getting a hair cut courtesy of J-Ski and Ron-damacadon with Garbage bags and all, Ghettrow Steelo.





Easter Sunday was fun, plain and simple.
I spent time with family that I haven't seen for an extensive amount of time yesterday, and it felt good to finally do so. We talked about life in General, just catching up on a few things. We got into a deep conversation about how life is really short on this earth. We concluded that it is a great accomplishment that if everyday you got done what needed to be done, and still in some point during that day, had some kind of fun. Because, what is life really about? Working till the day you die? It'd be foolish to think so, but it'd also be foolish to think that you can have the same amount of fun everyday. So as humans, we must find an equilibrium between the two. We also have to find an outlet in life that suites you, find your path, or a river down the mountain of life that breaks off into other different smaller rivers and streams. As we live life, we find that path that we life or that outlet, and we stick to it. This sort of provides people with a drive to live life and to keep wanting for more and more of it.

OK, I'm off my soapbox for the day. Happy Spring everyone.

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My favorite Earth, Wind and Fire song, Because I've been feelin' good lately.

ch-chyeah

One more day.
*finally cut my hair and shaved. =X



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I watch this before basketball games and practices.

just to get by.

I feel Enlightened/Renewed/Refurbished/Proud/Tired/Blessed/Brand New.

I had a good couple of last days.

"I could be that person" - I repeated in my mind about 500 times yesterday.

Thank you Lord.


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I could go to sleep to this..

Locked up.

My dad recently "Locked Up" some of my usual activities at home like the computer and he extended his kindness to say that I can't go out until my Bday is over. I have no idea what drove him to make such a decision... Maybe It's my messy ass room?. S'all good though, I know if I use this time wisely, I could get at least a couple of good beats done in my "lab". Don't expect my to be on AIM much either.


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This man is a beast.

What ever you say girl, yeah, whatever you say.

I'm confused.
Maybe I'm hurt down inside myself, but I just don't want to admit it.
Sessioning/going out tonight?..



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9th wonder does some of the best remixes.
That's alright girl, whatever you say.

Beats, Rhymes & Life

I procrastinating so much this week. I didn't get any homework done at all, and I've bombed acouple of my tests. bad shizz. *I need to improve on my work ethics!

Chilled and sessioned at Jordan-dadons house. Made a new beat. Before that we went to the record store with Danny, copped a couple of records, I bought new cables (finally). We also ate at In n' Out. Also visited Independence, funny stuff. Talked to Ralphski, funny guy. Session Tomorrow?

Ralph, this is for you, fucker.






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Ahhh, damn those filipinos...lmfao.

Point and Shoot.

Had a great talk with an unlikely samurai. Took pictures downtown, had a fun time. I can't believe I dropped you wiffey foreel. I'm sorry.

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right...forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. Know a good thing when you see it and don't let it slip away. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be worth it."


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Ma, whatchu wanna do?, I'm in front of you..

You may think I live in LaLa Land when I say something like this, but in all honesty, I don't give a fuck about what you think or what other people think about me, I know I'm being true to myself, although I'm not near perfect all the time, I strive to be. Now I turn to you, and I ask you this question, if you were to die today, would you regret doing or not doing something? whether it be telling the parents you hate, that you love them or saying sorry to someone you have offended. Whether you leave your house sad, mad, happy, it could be the last day you ever see in this short life. So please, think before you act or say something regretful.

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Back in the Day when I was young I'm not a kid anymore but somedays I sit and wish I was a kid again.

Just a picture for today.

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This *igga tried to kill my FATHER!

update.

BDL was freakin sick. Another BDL Championship under my name, Thanks to my assistant coach, Candice.




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why?

I don't even know why I'm wasting my time thinking about it, why I'm suffering, it's such a nice day outside, my fam is the bombshizzzle, saw an old friend today at church, I have BDL end of season party later today and championship game, which will be off the chain hopefully.
One run on gigantic sentence,lol.

Females are complicated.

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Yellow Card - Ocean Avenue

That's Enough

Wow my 100th post...
to save my 100th post from taking on the subject on how, man fuck it dude, I'll just say I had a nice snow trip today. I really just need time to myself, so please don't ask me about it if you know what's up/what I'm talking about.


Bye.