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Leaving.

2010-02-15T22:52:00.000-08:00

Officially taking a leave of absence from any social networking site.

Peace.
This is the sign off.

When you hear the song, you know...

2010-02-15T14:06:00.000-08:00

You take shortcuts, you'll get cut short. That's why Cheaters never win, Ever.

This is the sign off.

2010-02-15T07:10:00.000-08:00

Now you can really go and "Live your life"

This is the sign off.

It's been a long time.

2010-02-15T04:16:00.001-08:00

All I can do is shake my head.
I need you in my life, but then I don't trust you at all.
I get pushed to the way extremes. and still, I don't get what I want.
What do I do? if you want to live your life, go ahead. Happy sails.
I just should have never I guess. and I won't put you on blast like you do
your blog, I have more respect for you than that. but if you ever do read this,
I do need you there, and I'm sorry for me being an Asshole. Bye.

Spring Break UGH.

2009-03-27T14:36:00.001-07:00

You talk about it like it's the best thing that has happened to you.

I'm Back.

2009-03-27T07:39:00.001-07:00

........

MPC Beat #9; Yes it's been awhile

........

2009-03-24T18:51:00.000-07:00

I'll do what I want, when I want, where I want.

Plus NYC was of the chain breah.

SINCE I WAS IN NYC I HAD TO.

By Any Means Necessary

2009-03-02T18:27:00.001-08:00

Power never takes a back step - only in the face of more power.

-Malcolm X

Family Love.

2009-01-05T20:59:00.001-08:00

New Year, New Quote to live by.

2009-01-01T23:27:00.000-08:00

I'll be sure to make use of this quote this year.

"I can sleep when I die."

You know it's funny how this was number 3 on the list.

3. You will sometimes go to bed mad (and maybe even wake up madder).
Whoever decided to tell newlyweds "Never go to bed angry" doesn't know what it's like inside a bedroom where tears and accusations fly as one spouse talks the other into a woozy stupor until night meets the dawn. If this scenario sounds familiar, I've got three words for you: Sleep on it.
You need to calm down. You need to gain perspective. You need to just give it a rest. I've found that an argument of any quality, like a fine wine, needs to breathe. A break in the action will help you figure out whether you're angry, hurt, or both, and then pinpoint the exact source. Maybe the fight that seemed to erupt over the overflowing garbage can is really about feeling underappreciated. Could be you're both stressed out at work and just needed to unload on someone. Taking a break will help you see that, and let go. Or maybe you really do have a legitimate disagreement to work out. Without a time-out, sometimes a perfectly good argument can turn into an endless round of silly back-and-forth, rehashing old and irrelevant transgressions as you get more and more wound up.
Even when you do manage to stay focused and on topic, there are some fights that stubbornly refuse to die by bedtime. And if you stifle your real feelings just to meet some arbitrary deadline, your marriage will surely be the worse for it. "This was a huge lesson for me," says Andrea. "As women we've been trained to make nice. But the whole kiss-and-make-up thing just to keep the peace was eating me up inside. I'd let things build up inside me until I just exploded. Now I wait a while to get hold of myself -- let the emotions settle a bit -- and state my position. Even if that means reopening the fight the next day."

Mmmmm You're gunna...

2008-12-23T11:54:00.001-08:00

...

2008-12-08T21:34:00.000-08:00

You know, sometimes I wish that I didn't have a cellphone, so I could cut the crap with people and be real. The cellphone to me is an unwanted middleman that cuts off the intimacy between two people.

Just so you know, this is directed at everyone, not just you, and I've felt this way about it long before I even met you.

Lateskis.

150th

2008-12-02T18:39:00.000-08:00

post.

you already know.

Forgotten.

2008-11-27T23:59:00.000-08:00

So Empty...

BRING IT BACK,BRING IT BACK.

2008-11-20T20:33:00.001-08:00

...

2008-11-20T10:49:00.000-08:00

*Dear Lord, I wonder what you will have in store for me for the next couple of months.

this is the sign off.

2008-11-16T15:19:00.000-08:00

and as for you motherfucker. I miss you. 2 days is long enough.

"Now what I like about you
Is that you're always so cool and comfortable whenever I'm around
You're some one that I can talk too
No matter what I'm going through I call on you cuz I know you'll always be down
See what we have is so incredible
That we'll never find in anyone else
This thing that we share is so unbelievable
That I want you all to myself"

From my favorite Musiq Soulchild song.

Sick.

2008-11-16T14:31:00.000-08:00

I'm sick of Fashion. I'm sick of shopping. I'm sick of clothes and shoes. I'm sick of trends. I'm sick of name brands. I'm sick of Money. I'm sick of radio music. I'm sick of everything that has to do with outside of people and not the inside of them.

Shallow? Judgmental? "High-Class"(whatever the fuck that means)?

The outside of a person will never reflect the inside of one.

This is the sign off.
Atmosphere - Scapegoat

2008-11-05T09:46:00.000-08:00

Just noticed my 143rd post was about how I was dumb mad at you. Funnny.

Barack Obama is our next President. I told you so.

Baby It's You' by The Masqueraders

This is the sign off.
Hopefully he'll "Take Us There"

What am I to you?

2008-10-31T14:51:00.000-07:00

Seriously, what am I to you?
Am I just something you can walk away from?
I feel so important to you when you walk away from me. (Catch the sarcasm)

I'm just "Stupid" right?

and you know what, just don't ask me to do shit with you anymore,
cus I wouldn't go anyways right? *Shrug

I feel like I am WAY more understanding to you than you are to me and I feel
like you fail to see that.

I haven't been this mad in a really long time. Good Job Dear.

Not in the mood for a sign off.

Brought it back.

2008-10-08T21:52:00.000-07:00

I lived the past,
I'm living the present,
I'm living for the future.

Live in the bigger picture.

This is the sign off.
It's so hard to imagine

Bring it Back.

2008-09-30T21:20:00.000-07:00

Update later. lmao...

This is the sign off.

I just sip the sizzurp.

2008-07-30T12:56:00.001-07:00

Bullshit.

2008-07-19T01:50:00.000-07:00

Cut out the shit talk, leave the Drama at the door.
What the eff is the problem with people nowadays..

and I know I usually don't do this, ranting about stuff that I should even have to speak on. I guess I'll have to cope with it, oh well.

cut it out and just live your life.

this is the sign off.

Thank you.

2008-07-13T00:39:00.000-07:00

I feel Refreshed. *mwah

this is the sign off.
Funny Stuff right here.

Punkin'

2008-07-09T00:06:00.000-07:00

yeah, I know right.

this is the sign off.

Just a quote, well, more like a line

2008-07-08T11:10:00.000-07:00

Jay-Z
"..I know the world glued your back to the wall,
You gotta brawl to that..."

this is the sign off.
You know a song is good when you can just listen to the instrumental and enjoy it.
Jay-Z - Excuse me miss (instrumental)

Things to do before summer ends

2008-07-06T22:06:00.000-07:00

-Summer night stroll with Rubes
-Get a Job
-Stargaze
-Get bank account straight
-Take cousins out
-Get rid of shoes and clothes
-Take some Bulb shots
-Kick it with LTA more

List will be added to.

this is the sign off.
Jamie Foxx PT. 2

No letting go.

2008-07-04T20:25:00.001-07:00

Happy July 4th. I'm just going to briefly go over my recent happenings in bullet points.
-Been Interviewed, Job?
-Saw Phil from the Jabbawockeez
-basically had deja vu today
-been spending time with dear, which is good
-my back hurts

idk what else to say, enjoy the song.

My Favorite top, Hah.

this is the sign off.
Brady Bunch by Jamie Foxx

Clean-nen.

2008-06-26T13:21:00.000-07:00

Vacay Day 3.

Woke up around 11. way too late. Showered, cleaned the Bathroom and my upstairs living space a bit. I need to clean my room. Felt like dancing, still feel like dancing, well maybe later. I think I'll play some basketball today, if I have time. I'll update later, if there is anything worthy typing about.

Just a Picture.

This is the sign off.
Just makes me want to get up and dance and shiz.

I ride my bike with no handlebars, NOT.

2008-06-25T10:37:00.000-07:00

Vacay Day 2.

I didn't get the car yesterday, so instead I biked around the neighborhood. I ended up oastin it with Ian, Don, Sarah and Rubes. Ended up eating Lee's Noodlehouse chow fun at Ian's house. On my way home, got into a bike accident. Got a few scrapes and whatnots but I'm just happy I didn't break anything.

I HAVE A NEW BABY BOY COUSIN!

This is the sign off.
Summer Anthem

En vacance: jour un

2008-06-24T16:59:00.001-07:00

VACAY DAY 1.

I have not blogged in abajillion years, I know. but since I'm on vacation away from The Dearest, I can set aside time to blog and shiznits. This summer I've set the goal of everyday to do something positive and productive. I'm still trying to find a job, Still gotta go to court, Still gotta up Basketball skizzles and do other stuff.

I found out today that I will be having a new Baby boy cousin. I'm excited, I feel like I will have to watch over a legion of Little younglings, lmfao. I pray that all goes well. Since I am on the subject of Family, our Hotchkiss 2008 reunion is coming up this saturday, Excited as well.

UNK'D

This is the sign off.
UNK'D PART 2

fL1pfool: laaav youuuuuuuulllleeee.

Love.

2008-06-02T21:43:00.000-07:00

"Gravity is not responsible for people falling in Love." - Albert Einstein

This is the sign off.
Love - Mos Def

LOVE X 3

HERE'S JOHNNY!!!

2008-06-01T22:22:00.000-07:00

It's my last official week of Highschool.
BOTT was way better than I expected it to be.
Senior Prom was spectac.
Won both BDL games today.

This is the sign off.
EVHS BOTT 2008

Been MIA

2008-05-18T13:32:00.000-07:00

Chyeah boy.

The day you start fearing, is the same day you start believing.

This is the sign off.
Masta Ace - On the Grind

You make me.

2008-04-23T16:27:00.000-07:00

3333 8 8 111 3333
3 3 8 8 11111 3 3
3 3 8 8 111 3 3
3 8 8 8 111 3
333 8 8 111 333
3 8 8 111 3
33 3 ... 8 8 ... 111 33 3 ...
3333 ... 8 8 8 ... 11111 3333 ...

(I tried making a 3 out of 3's, an 8 out of 8's and a 13 out of 1's and 3's, but obviously I failed. I really don't know this html stuff so whatevs. Just listen to the ATCQ song.)

Too much stuff on my mind, knock on wood that I passed.

This is the sign off.
The only hiphop song I'd make love to.

Cane East.

2008-04-21T20:26:00.000-07:00

Man, Fruck the new Kanye.
No doubt I love his old album, College dropout, but after he dropped graduation, he's acting too cocky and full of himself.

I liked him better as a producer, and I still do like him best as a producer. If you don't know what I'm talking about, go do your homework on him, you'll see what I mean when I say I he was better pre-graduation than post-graduation.

On another note, She's wonderful.

this is the sign off.
A fine example of his production work way before his hype shit.

Split

2008-04-18T16:36:00.001-07:00

Things are getting out of hand,
Can we just be one big family again?..

This is the sign off.

Mmm.

2008-04-17T22:23:00.000-07:00

Mmmmmmmmm.

this is the sign off.

What the Crazy.

2008-04-14T15:53:00.000-07:00

First off, I had a great time at Jr. Prom. It was off the chain. Hats off to my date, Haha, we got it started. That whole saturday was sick, from the morning till, what, 7 in the mornin' time? lmfao. I'd put up pictures, but there is no point when every other person has them up on myspace. The past week has been nice, it's getting hot though.

If love rules all, why can't we proclaim it King?
Pah, pah, pah, ahhhh.

This is the sign off.
KC & Jojo - Crazy

"So I could be more Genuine.."

2008-04-05T14:33:00.000-07:00

Crazy fun filled week.
Relieved.

This is the sign off.
Another Rahkwell Production music video

In all honesty.

2008-04-02T17:28:00.001-07:00

Today they announced that the Senior class has lost to the Junior class for BOTC. The score was miscalculated and it turns out that the junior class did in fact win by 2 points. It is bad that we found out like a week later, but in all honesty, better now then never. I mean, what really gets a win in games? or even life? The key is hard work. I'm not here to discredit anyone, but I think 08 did not work as hard as the other classes, and it did show. Drop all the drama, because when you really look at it, Hard work gets the win. This is another reason why I think everyone is this world should play a sport. It teaches people to learn how to deal with a loss, and how to work for a win.

*feel free to express comments on my comment box. just don't get heats like the first person did.
1. I never mentioned who I thought really should have won. so don't assume esp on some shady shit.
2. I'm not complaining about shit, if anything, you are the one complaining. I'm just putting my opinion on battle out there.
3. "And it seems like you aren't going anywhere in life." Don't worry, I forgive you.
4. Class of 09 are enemies? since when did we have enemies at school? we have no enemies at school, when you start thinking like that you start to put up boundaries of hostility.
5. Please try to remember we all have our own opinions.
6. If you honestly think that I should join 09 and you think I'm a tradior, I mean, traitor, then you probably aren't even a "close" friend of mine. My close friends respect my opinion on things whether it be about battle or anything else, so Idk what the hell you are talking about.

PLEASE TRY TO REMEMBER,
IT'S ONLY HIGH SCHOOL GET OVER IT.

if you want to remain anonymous like Bobby Valentino, or if you want to pull me aside and talk to me about it 1 on 1 like civilized people would then get at me. If not, it's cool.

this is the sign off.
to the anonymous person posting comments, I got a song for you.

It's almost April

2008-03-31T22:26:00.000-07:00

Had a fun early morning.
I hate how the stereotypes of high school depicted in movies or media are true. I spoke with my mom about her high school experiences and compared them to mine, and we both agreed that you do have to put up with some bullshit before you get out, most of the BS being unnecessary. The drama, the drugs, the expierences are all real, but I'm trying to push against it.

*I just got interupted late post blogging by my mother reminding me to go to bed, so I will, and I will update and finish this blog when I can. I love my mom, hahaha

**UPDATE. I will not be continuing this blog. I've done enough ranting about Drama, that I am in fact adding to the never ending drama cycle.

This is the sign off.
AZ - The Come up.
"It's ferocious when broke niggas get focused.."

New Song.

2008-03-30T19:07:00.000-07:00

Playing basketball is such a relief and release for me.
Someone hit me up, Let's chill tonight...

-My Final Thought/Conclusion/Resolution/Closure
You should try everything that has potential to be good in life at least once, because you never know what might happen.

This is the sign off.
Me just being stupid on the Tables.

Uhm, yeah.

2008-03-29T19:36:00.000-07:00

BITTERSWEET.

Everything happens for a reason.

this is the sign off.

mhm.

2008-03-27T09:43:00.000-07:00

dude, it's already thursday, I have not started any homework at all. I need to go on a cleaning frenzy. My arms are still sore (Never gave them a Period of resting time). I have basketball tonight. My mind is bothered by the fact that I won't have enough time.
I've been sticking to my goal of making at least 1 beat a day for this break.

flipinoman13: ok
flipinoman13: i might buy some bapes
flipinoman13: on flight club
^^^^
My 11 year old cousin says to me on AIM.
Oh Gosh.

I have resumed working out again, which is good, and my dad is happy about it. lmfao.

WAIT,
Oh yeah, there's something about you..

This is the sign off.
(No video for today, Just listen to the new song I posted on my Jamz section of my blog.)

Mmmmmm.

2008-03-26T17:30:00.001-07:00

On a natural high again, hahaha.

"Muah Baby, it's just like this, no need to fight it,
Invite it, try me out you just might like it."

This is the sign off.
What a boss.

18 Dummmy/Faded up.

2008-03-24T13:51:00.000-07:00

Just a shot of me getting a hair cut courtesy of J-Ski and Ron-damacadon with Garbage bags and all, Ghettrow Steelo.

Easter Sunday was fun, plain and simple.
I spent time with family that I haven't seen for an extensive amount of time yesterday, and it felt good to finally do so. We talked about life in General, just catching up on a few things. We got into a deep conversation about how life is really short on this earth. We concluded that it is a great accomplishment that if everyday you got done what needed to be done, and still in some point during that day, had some kind of fun. Because, what is life really about? Working till the day you die? It'd be foolish to think so, but it'd also be foolish to think that you can have the same amount of fun everyday. So as humans, we must find an equilibrium between the two. We also have to find an outlet in life that suites you, find your path, or a river down the mountain of life that breaks off into other different smaller rivers and streams. As we live life, we find that path that we life or that outlet, and we stick to it. This sort of provides people with a drive to live life and to keep wanting for more and more of it.

OK, I'm off my soapbox for the day. Happy Spring everyone.

This is the sign off.
My favorite Earth, Wind and Fire song, Because I've been feelin' good lately.

ch-chyeah

2008-03-19T00:46:00.001-07:00

One more day.
*finally cut my hair and shaved. =X

this is the sign off.
I watch this before basketball games and practices.

just to get by.

2008-03-17T21:26:00.000-07:00

I feel Enlightened/Renewed/Refurbished/Proud/Tired/Blessed/Brand New.

I had a good couple of last days.

"I could be that person" - I repeated in my mind about 500 times yesterday.

Thank you Lord.

this is the sign off.
I could go to sleep to this..

Locked up.

2008-03-12T19:41:00.003-07:00

My dad recently "Locked Up" some of my usual activities at home like the computer and he extended his kindness to say that I can't go out until my Bday is over. I have no idea what drove him to make such a decision... Maybe It's my messy ass room?. S'all good though, I know if I use this time wisely, I could get at least a couple of good beats done in my "lab". Don't expect my to be on AIM much either.

This is the sign off.
This man is a beast.

What ever you say girl, yeah, whatever you say.

2008-03-07T18:19:00.000-08:00

I'm confused.
Maybe I'm hurt down inside myself, but I just don't want to admit it.
Sessioning/going out tonight?..

this is the sign off.
9th wonder does some of the best remixes.
That's alright girl, whatever you say.

Beats, Rhymes & Life

2008-03-06T20:18:00.000-08:00

I procrastinating so much this week. I didn't get any homework done at all, and I've bombed acouple of my tests. bad shizz. *I need to improve on my work ethics!

Chilled and sessioned at Jordan-dadons house. Made a new beat. Before that we went to the record store with Danny, copped a couple of records, I bought new cables (finally). We also ate at In n' Out. Also visited Independence, funny stuff. Talked to Ralphski, funny guy. Session Tomorrow?

Ralph, this is for you, fucker.

This is the sign off.
Ahhh, damn those filipinos...lmfao.

Point and Shoot.

2008-03-05T22:12:00.001-08:00

Had a great talk with an unlikely samurai. Took pictures downtown, had a fun time. I can't believe I dropped you wiffey foreel. I'm sorry.

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right...forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. Know a good thing when you see it and don't let it slip away. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be worth it."

this is the sign off.

Ma, whatchu wanna do?, I'm in front of you..

2008-03-04T19:44:00.000-08:00

You may think I live in LaLa Land when I say something like this, but in all honesty, I don't give a fuck about what you think or what other people think about me, I know I'm being true to myself, although I'm not near perfect all the time, I strive to be. Now I turn to you, and I ask you this question, if you were to die today, would you regret doing or not doing something? whether it be telling the parents you hate, that you love them or saying sorry to someone you have offended. Whether you leave your house sad, mad, happy, it could be the last day you ever see in this short life. So please, think before you act or say something regretful.

this is the sign off.
Back in the Day when I was young I'm not a kid anymore but somedays I sit and wish I was a kid again.

Just a picture for today.

2008-03-03T16:59:00.001-08:00

This is the sign off.
This *igga tried to kill my FATHER!

update.

2008-03-02T21:12:00.000-08:00

BDL was freakin sick. Another BDL Championship under my name, Thanks to my assistant coach, Candice.

this is the sign off.

why?

2008-03-02T14:08:00.000-08:00

I don't even know why I'm wasting my time thinking about it, why I'm suffering, it's such a nice day outside, my fam is the bombshizzzle, saw an old friend today at church, I have BDL end of season party later today and championship game, which will be off the chain hopefully.
One run on gigantic sentence,lol.

Females are complicated.

this is the sign off.
Yellow Card - Ocean Avenue

That's Enough

2008-03-02T01:28:00.000-08:00

Wow my 100th post...
to save my 100th post from taking on the subject on how, man fuck it dude, I'll just say I had a nice snow trip today. I really just need time to myself, so please don't ask me about it if you know what's up/what I'm talking about.

Bye.

Highlighting is your Friend, keep it in mind.

2008-02-28T20:26:00.001-08:00

*The Truth Hurts. Sometimes whether we like it or not, we have to face reality and confront our problems or concerns with a real solution. Sometimes there is no easy option or Easy button we can press, you can't keep on running away. The truth and the problems that surround the truth can put us into a state of denial. Sometimes it gives us false hopes that dangle on a string, that you know deep inside that something is wrong, that something needs to be corrected, and the only solution is to unveal the truth. Truth hurts, but sometimes The truth brings us relief, a feeling that would not come without the fortelling of the truth. Sure they'll be some hurt and suffering in the beginning, but your life isn't going to end, the fun you are having isn't going to stop, The world won't stop turning. Sometimes we are better off knowing the truth.
The Truth Hurts. *

I know I went a little overboard with the using the word "sometimes" but you get the point.

_____________________

Another day spent well with the Homies playing basketball. I'm super tired, and did I mention I slept for a full 12 hours yesterday? hahahhaha, i know right..

this is the sign off.
The best part of this song in my opinion.
''See she's my type of hype,
and I can't stand when brothers tell me
That I should quit chasin' and look for something better
But the smile that she shows makes me a go-getter
I haven't gone as far as asking if I could get with her
I just play by the ear and hope she gets the picture
I'm shootin for her heart, got my finger on the trigger
She could be my broad, and I could be her (nigga)
But, all I can do is stare...''

*Written to someone of great importance to me.*

What a Cutie.

2008-02-27T17:15:00.000-08:00

I hope she wins it all like the jabbawockeez.

Take nap then basketball.

This is the sign off.
JABBAWOCKEEZ ALL DAY!

*breathes out.

2008-02-27T13:39:00.000-08:00

"God won't give you anything you can't handle.."

"Why you mad?" "Why you heats?" "Why you Hoots?"
funny stuff, I'm also running on 3 hours of sleep..

this is the sign off.
I watched this game live, I was screaming like a girl after BD hit the jumper to win.
FTW!!!

The same.

2008-02-26T18:23:00.000-08:00

Everyone at school it seems like, wear the same stuff. Vans, Evisus, Levis. Maybe it was just today. I really don't have time to blog today.

this is the sign off.
I Love the Steely Dan Samples they use.

...

2008-02-23T19:13:00.000-08:00

. . . . . . . .
. . . . . . . .
. . . . . . . .
Sometimes, I wish I had better chances.

When I get back.

2008-02-23T14:52:00.001-08:00

I'll start putting up real blogs when school starts. This is the most I've been tired in a very very long time.

bye.

5th MPC beat.

2008-02-21T20:50:00.000-08:00

my 5th.
Going out tonight?

this is the sign off.

Another Rahkwell Video

2008-02-20T19:57:00.003-08:00

I'm Sprung cover with my my brother and 2 of my cousins.
Enjoy.

this is the sign off.

*breathes out.

2008-02-19T19:00:00.000-08:00

Broken.....

I love my homies for the support they provide me.
Going out tonight?..

this is the sign off.
"I'm a Creep...."

the boom bap.

2008-02-17T18:21:00.000-08:00

Going out tonight?..

This is the sign off.
This song = greatness, truth, and an example of how I feel.

Happy 18th J-SKI.

2008-02-15T14:42:00.000-08:00

It feels like I'm floating on a natural high, and you provided me with that. Thank You.
Party tonight? YOU ALREADY KNOW THIS MAN!

This is the sign off.
Smooth Sailing. Ba da ba pahpah!

Valentine's Day.

2008-02-14T18:11:00.000-08:00

Priceless, my Nigs.

This is the sign off.
4th MPC beat.

Brand New.

2008-02-13T15:00:00.001-08:00

Past couple of days have been nice. I went to La vic's the other day. My opinion= they are overrated. Watched half of the senior night basketball game. All the while with the company of Jerome, Ronald and Candice. This week has been mellow so far. My Lola came today from her stay in North Carolina.

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"I just want to break you down so badly.."

Free yourself. Drugs are a product of the weak.

2008-02-11T14:40:00.000-08:00

Why do people do people drink? why do people smoke? why do people even do drugs for that matter?
I have no problem with people doing that stuff as long as it's in moderation and that they know the consequences of their actions. But please, don't lie to yourself and state that what you are doing really isn't harmful your a person's body. Let's live in reality folks. just an example "Oh, don't worry dude, it's just one Hookah session.." you obviously don't know what is going on.
"Research suggests that a session of hookah tobacco smoking (tobacco molasses) which lasts 45 minutes delivers slightly more tar and carbon monoxide (around 5-10%) than a packet of cigarettes."* Some hookah tobaccos claim to contain 0.0% Tar, but this is misleading due to the fact that tar is created when tobacco burns. And we all know what cigs do to your lungs. Once you get tar in your lungs, it'll dwell there till the day you die. Don't fool yourself into thinking that there are safe drugs.
People in the Drug business know what is up. They make their products for one reason, to keep you coming back for more and more.

So now, Would you ever hurt yourself? No.
Would you like to live Longer? Yes.

So why do people turn to drugs?..

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Worse comes to worse, My peoples come first.

*From Wikipedia

phew.

2008-02-10T20:49:00.000-08:00

I had a really rough day today. No details. I ended the day playing basketball though, which was a good thing.

To put the answer to this question "Am I doing battle?"
you know, I really don't know, and honestly I have a lot of stuff on my mind as of right now that I need to tend to. And honestly, if I miss out doing battle, then I do, no regrets because I know I'm spending my time doing something I love or need to take care of.

Now, for Battle of the tribes, that's a completely different story. hahaha.

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sawp.

2008-02-08T20:51:00.000-08:00

2nd. Hoots
3rd. Was gangsta, photo always is.
4th. Was fun mainly due to the people I sit next to.
5th. Just a presentation.
6th. Balled out Shakespearean style.

I stayed after school during 7th to finish up some photo stuff. I got to talk to Nicole, since I never really see her at during school. haha. We talked about blogs. I turned in my stuff to Mr. Seimas.
Mr. Seimas, Tell me have you Seimas?
I watched the Talent show with Steph or "Gwen". Got to talk to her about some important issues. I went home, Drove back to school, then met up with Jeromeski's. We ended up watching the girl's Varsity game. They won.

I have BDL tomorrow for the first time in 2 weeks.

Stop Frontin', get off the fake stuff, stop acting.
Just like Jerome said during the game today "Ni***s be Fakin'" it's true but, it also applies to some people as well.

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BYAAAAAH BITCH.

Ash Wednesday.

2008-02-06T20:56:00.000-08:00

Past days have been hectic. But busy is good, not staying cooped up in my room day and night. I've been spending alot of time with my good friends, LTA members to be more specific. I've been lagging on the Politics trail, so I just watched the 21 minute long super tuesday speech by Barack Obama. Very inspiring. French class has been cool. Mr. Fan's class would be cool too, if he wasn't so Republican with his opinions. I got in acouple hours of playing basketball with my buddies.

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Damn this sample flip is ridiculous, so sick.
"We broke so many rules before.."

Basketball

2008-01-31T15:04:00.000-08:00

I've been in the mood to play basketball lately, but I've been sick and the weather is hoots. I'll do a longer blog later.

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I miss J. Rich.

3rd MPC beat.

2008-01-30T13:16:00.000-08:00

I'm sick, got it from Ruby I suppose. Thanks buddy.
Comment posting is enabled now, haha.

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Montel is the man.

sick of this.

2008-01-28T20:14:00.000-08:00

So why do you wear shmaghs? are you Palestinian? didn't think so.
Don't take a national symbol and turn it into a fashion statement. Thank You.

chyeah

2008-01-27T13:50:00.000-08:00

"I wanna drop kick Minorities who vote republican.."

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LTA ALL DAY PT. 2

2008-01-27T01:16:00.000-08:00

another LTA day plus Marvs and Dre.
Hella tired, and I did lose some hearing capabilities from the party. lol.

LTA ALL DAY.

2008-01-26T01:37:00.000-08:00

I need to get my L's soon. Drove stick for the first time today, haha.

The list goes on and on and on and on..

2008-01-24T23:05:00.000-08:00

Today was just way too funny.

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2nd MPC beat.

2008-01-23T15:42:00.000-08:00

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Long Night.

2008-01-22T14:50:00.000-08:00

Man fuck Europe, lol.

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Thank you Dr. King.

2008-01-21T13:32:00.000-08:00

MLK Jr. and Rosa Parks.

Barack Obama with a speech about MLK Jr.'s Legacy at MLK's former Church.

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For you Frontin' is a Habit, You look like a Rabbit...

2008-01-19T12:23:00.000-08:00

I was just searching through my old pictures on my photobucket and hard drive and what not.

The Only Pair of shoes I truly Regret selling...

I miss this grriiiilllllll

Talk about Steeeelo.

I'm on the look out for new Basketball shoes.

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You are what you are.

2008-01-18T14:23:00.000-08:00

Your overall being is just a physical manifestation of what you think. So if you want to be happy, sad, mad, it's up to you ultimately.

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Hoodlumatic broke suckas.

2008-01-15T16:11:00.000-08:00

DO NOT BUY FROM SHOE PALACE IN THE BAY AREA!

I REPEAT..

DO NOT BUY FROM SHOE PALACE IN THE BAY AREA!

Sales Employees pressure customers to buy pairs of shoes. The store deliberately does not price the shoes on the racks so that when you go to ask for a price, they respond by saying let me get you your size. they are basically pressuring you to try on a shoe and pressuring you to buy a shoe.
They exploit customers for every nickel and dime. Do not support a store that does this.

First Beat.

2008-01-13T16:10:00.001-08:00

Here's my first attempt at making a beat with my mpc 1000.
advice is appreciated.

Golden Age.

2008-01-10T13:26:00.000-08:00

I miss the golden age of Hip-Hop. I hate all this synthesized bullshit they play on the radio. ANYWAYS, my Ninong is coming with part of his family, and it's my cousins birthday is today. So, the day has just begun. I want to play basketball already.

Girls posing as Internet pin up dolls. I just have one thing to say to you (From Jay-Z)
"Check out my hat yo, peep the way I wear it
Check out my swag' yo, I walk like a ballplayer
No matter where you go, you are what you are player
And you can try to change but that's just as hot player
Man, you was who you was 'fore you got here
Only God can judge me, so I'm gone
Either love me, or leave me alone.."

Don't hide who you really are. You just look so ridiculous acting/dressing/speaking like someone you are not.

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"Well if Knowledge is the key then show me the Lock.."

this type love

2008-01-07T19:48:00.000-08:00

"Seeing how your first name sounds so good next to my last name.."

" and I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are, I mean the lines on my palms don't give me enough time to love you as long as I like to type love.."

so many great phrases in this video.

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Stay with me

2008-01-06T13:06:00.000-08:00

I know what I mean, and mean what I say, because today is the tomorrow that should have been feared yesterday.

First BDL game is today. This break was pretty good, school tomorrow. one lazy blog. just listen to my new song, it's so soul full.

It's either you roll with me or you don't. and if you don't, don't bother to even bother. It's just becoming worthless. so fuck it.

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The most recent democratic debate. Enjoy.

Mad

2008-01-04T17:43:00.000-08:00

fuck this online fucking life shit
fuck you, fuck you, fuck you.
Fucking bitch ass fucker.

Rahkwell Entertainment exclusive.

2007-12-29T18:45:00.000-08:00

THIS IS A RAHKWELL WORLD PREMIER.

I would like to present to you a Rahkwell Entertainment exclusive interview with Prominent Norte gangster "Chinito Gonzalez" (Played by my brother Art Derecho) Please enjoy our video that helped us get through this break from school.

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You looked better on myspace..

2007-12-27T15:39:00.000-08:00

One of my Favorite shows Rob & Big is back on air. The warriors are doing great this season, and Monta Ellis is really starting to come around, he had 35 points against the Timberwolves and he played the whole game. The past three days have been pretty hectic schedule wise. My sleeping pattern is a bit off. yesterday morning I went to the record store with Jordan for the 50 cent a pound deals. after that we went sessioning at Jordans house. Kevin, Amanda and Alyson swooped through. IDK about today. I certainly could use some rest and clean my room. I also need to return some stuff I got from Christmas that unfortunately does not fit me.

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YEE YEE

2007-12-24T01:17:00.000-08:00

damn man, this break has been off the hook so far. Heres just a brief summary of what happened during this 3 day period of time(out of order).
Went shopping.
Went out with Chelsie(finally) and watched a movie.
Had a Les Trois Amis talk, lmfao.
Sessioned at Jordan's house.
Raced up and down Mt. Pleasant rd.
Donuts in the EVHS parking lot.
Went Crate digging.
Spent time with my grandparents.
Ate at Tung kee.
Dinner at Sonoma chicken.

thats all I could think of right now. but hey it's Christmas Eve, Happy Holidays to all, have a Jolly one. I won't be home for the next couple of days. I'll be back for the record sale though.
I'm outskis. Goodnight.

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By far one of my fav. music videos.

I'm out.

2007-12-21T13:50:00.000-08:00

So I've spent time on my MPC and I have realized that sampling is not that easy. I can lay down drum tracks, but it's hard to throw a sample over it. I'll keep on grinding away at it. It doesn't seem like Christmas. I mean, I even had to ask Jordan/Ian/Alyson what day Christmas was.
How depressing -___-. Today I felt a bit disconnected and I still do. I think I'll just spend time with my Mom today. I'm outs.

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what it do.

2007-12-16T21:17:00.000-08:00

just continuing on from yesterday.

My first Record of the Day video.
Super Dummy Sketchy. Enjoy.

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2007-12-15T22:35:00.000-08:00

So it turns out another BDL season is ending tomorrow. the 18th season to be exact. The League has gone along way from it's early beginnings from when we first switched over from the YMCA. I'm proud to say that the starting 5 for Quimby Oak's 7th grade team are all from BDL. It feels rewarding to know that.
I'll be playing in the Coaches vs. Players game again tomorrow. I'll update if my stats are worth posting on this blog. haha. I can't wait for Christmas, not for the presents, but for the get-togetherness of my family. (if get-togetherness is a word)

I'll put more up tomorrow.

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some 80's Shirley Murdock - "Go on without you" stuff